Tbh, beside my outgoing nature, there is part of me that always thirst of knowledge and my mind always wondering about the mysteries of universe, life, and people.
I still wanting to learn as much as i can, growing up, doing some experiments, being a solo traveler, getting new experience, expand my imagination, get a master scholarship in the place that i want from the first time and feeding all my curiosity without being restricted, but what could i do?
Time flies oh so damn fast..
People says in my age it's time to start searching for a partner and build a family life.
It makes me sad, that i still haven't fulfilled my dream and ambitions yet.. I know it's important to have a family life on mid twentiess, but i also want to fulfilled my dream firstly..
Should i just give up on my dreams and follow the society..
Or can i have a little hope that i could fulfilled my dreams and there still be someone who still want me on my late twenty after i have fulfilled my dreams?
Who knows...?
This always always always on my mind and makes me depressed lately, i'm always think which step i should choose, which way i take, until i realize i have wasted my time by thinking all the time and doing nothing.
What will be, will always be, just go ahead and let it flow, whatever step i take i think i should do the best right...? :')
